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Jan. 20th, 2005 @ 05:28 pm
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i miss my livejournal thing I have going on here... so the president got inaugurated today... 50 says Bush gets drunk off his ass tonight and what is dick cheney doing dancing ???? he like is surviving on a pacemaker... he is going to die in like 5 minutes... anyway i don't want to affend any bible thupping republicans... but anyways... i am tired, bored, and i have cramps and a migraine... |
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Thoughts: Maybe I'll go to film school, art school, culinary school, beauty school... hmmm...
I like my job right now at Starbucks. Our store just got remodeled so its nicer and easier (is it really?) to work in. We have new systems... instead of writing on the cups we have sticker printers.. new computer monitors... new espresso bars... its looks pretty but i'm not so sure that it is more efficient just yet... but when I turn 18 (8 months!!!!) i get great benefits... full health coverage, dental, vision... the works... and i only have to work 20 hours a week to qualify which is great since I should enroll in beauty school in fall 2006 to get esthetician certificate... so I can save to go to FIDM or AI or a film school (still have to look into...).... I think if I became a director... and a good one.. the final film of my career would be an epic version of Crime and Punishment... if Oliver Stone doesn't beat me to it... One great version has yet to be made... people keep mucking it up with miniseries and made for t.v. movies and that should be illegal when dealing with such an epic novel... which I am almost finished reading BTW (yay!!!)... uh... i am going to go read... Patricia Cornwell... YAY!!!
~Mandy~ |
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Mar. 6th, 2004 @ 08:19 pm
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I feel so detached when i write here like I can just write what is going on inside my head and anyone that cares won't care and anyone that doesn't care will care....
I can say everything...
People don't know me...
People don't care about me...
Here I can say that I want to fly and feel magical or die and kill yself and I would get the same reactions from the same people...
People would feel the same...
indifferent....
here I am unimportant...
a speck in the unreality of reality...
an ant in the sky...
a dot in the stratosphere...
People know I am here but they can ignore my thoughts...
my "beauty"...
my reality...
my ugliness...
my truthfulness...
Ignore everything that I am and everything I am not and everything I try to be and everything I try not to be and everything that is real and everything that is unreal...
Ignore my life but yet acknowledge I live...
what a beautiful emotion..
INDIFFERENCE...
knowing life but not caring or appreciating ...
thats what life is about |
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